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So it was Ollie who talked him off the Moscow deal.....
“QPR and my agent tried to push me towards Lokomotiv Moscow in January, saying it would be a fresh start. Part of me thought the money they were offering could solve all my problems but why would being on my own out in Russia help? I had no idea how to break the cycle and being in Moscow while still injured just felt a recipe for disaster. The manager, Ian Holloway, was actually telling me to stay. I’d been in his office close to tears, so he said: ‘How anyone could think sending you there would be a good idea is beyond me. You need to get yourself right.’ I appreciated him for that but, for the club, I can see why it was appealing to be shot of me but I was in no fit state to move and eventually pulled the plug on it.“
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Originally posted by Rebel R's View PostYes,I certainly do,my son committed suicide 4 years ago,he suffered from depression. Its the 1st time iv ever posted anything personal about myself on this site but iv taken the bait, so there you go
I tried to commit suicide because of a few reasons but mainly the death
of my daughter and where and how she died.
In the case of Caulker he had a well paid priveledged occupation
and yes it can affect anyone,as you only know to well.
To my knowledge Caulker has not made any effort to get back to
a "normal life"and as such has just sponged off the club.
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Got sympathy with anyone whos unwell, i just dont believe this bloke is.
Strange how he does the sierra leone trips and im depressed in the broad sheets just at the right times.
Going by all the things hes been arrested for as well, none of them seem the actions of an ill man, just a drunk big head with loads of plunder who thinks hes above the law.
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Originally posted by West Acton View Postdoes he actually suffer with depression? I thought it was the booze he suffered with?
Steven Caulker: ‘I felt for large periods there was no light at the end of the tunnel’
The QPR defender talks movingly about his struggles with mental illness and addiction
Thu, Jun 29, 2017, 13:54 - Dominic Fifield
Steven Caulker has a tale to tell and, as hard as it is to hear, it is best simply to listen. His stream of consciousness veers from scoring on his England debut less than five years ago and the thrill at potential being realised to the horrific mental health issues that have almost ended it all in the period since. A player who, from the outside, appeared blessed with talent and opportunity speaks of desperate anxiety and self-loathing.
He contemplated killing himself in his darkest moments with his path one of self-destruction. Attempts at escapism cost him hundreds of thousands of pounds, wages frittered away in casinos. Then came the drinking aimed at numbing the pain. The 25-year-old finds himself recalling the times spent in custody watching CCTV footage of his misdemeanours, his lawyer at his side, and not recognising the vile person on the screen....
Read more: https://www.irishtimes.com/sport/soc...nnel-1.3137883
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Originally posted by Bill View PostVery sorry for your loss and my heart goes out to you and your nearest and dearest.
I tried to commit suicide because of a few reasons but mainly the death
of my daughter and where and how she died.
In the case of Caulker he had a well paid priveledged occupation
and yes it can affect anyone,as you only know to well.
To my knowledge Caulker has not made any effort to get back to
a "normal life"and as such has just sponged off the club.
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Originally posted by Stanley View PostDid you see the article Swede posted earlier in the thread Wests?
Steven Caulker: ‘I felt for large periods there was no light at the end of the tunnel’
The QPR defender talks movingly about his struggles with mental illness and addiction
Thu, Jun 29, 2017, 13:54 - Dominic Fifield
Steven Caulker has a tale to tell and, as hard as it is to hear, it is best simply to listen. His stream of consciousness veers from scoring on his England debut less than five years ago and the thrill at potential being realised to the horrific mental health issues that have almost ended it all in the period since. A player who, from the outside, appeared blessed with talent and opportunity speaks of desperate anxiety and self-loathing.
He contemplated killing himself in his darkest moments with his path one of self-destruction. Attempts at escapism cost him hundreds of thousands of pounds, wages frittered away in casinos. Then came the drinking aimed at numbing the pain. The 25-year-old finds himself recalling the times spent in custody watching CCTV footage of his misdemeanours, his lawyer at his side, and not recognising the vile person on the screen....
Read more: https://www.irishtimes.com/sport/soc...nnel-1.3137883
Really not being insensitive but Ive given speeches like that to the missus and the judges every time ive been nicked.
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Originally posted by Kevin Mcleod View PostAny doctors reports Stan?
Really not being insensitive but Ive given speeches like that to the missus and the judges every time ive been nicked.
Not sure why he'd do in-depth media interviews about his mental health issues and alcoholism if it was all a pack of lies though?...
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